Mother Nature is furious; and she has the fullest Right to be.
Yes, you read right. Mother nature is upset, beyond upset – Wouldn’t you be? Within her fury, she built a super killing machine fueled by the mass momentum from the consciousness of those it hunts.
Bold words I realise; let me explain.
The whole of today I’ve been contemplating, writing on 10 thousand notes, then throwing them out trying to convey what I’ve been given to realise the past week about this situation with the COVID-19. Still not satisfied with the notes and the way this is being translated through me I open YouTube for some distraction; seeing my demographic state: South Africa; my wall is flooded with videos about the virus in the Breaking News section; second from the top. I sigh; scroll down past, the first row of adverts all related to how to heal yourself; prevent it or prepare yourself for it.
I hear this familiar voice telling me; you see; this thing is fueling itself. You better say something. So, now I’m typing this post with the 10 thousand notes on my table and the 10 thousand voices joining in telling me this might just as well be another bad fueling to it. I know it’s not. Trusting that it won’t.
I’ve also not been heavily affected by the virus and the destruction it can do to families and lives, we are in the third week of it entering the country and cannot speak for those who have experienced grief from this. To them, my heart goes out and I only wish them blessings and well-being.
I’m basically saying hear me out; if I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I could also be right.
I never watch News; let alone news that upsets my being to sleepless nights and emotions that awaken fearfulness within my body. In countless social interactions, I’m normally the last one to find out “what is happening” and the COVID-19 was no different. I found out about this potentially harmful virus while it was being diagnosed as “official the first case in South Africa”. Even with having gone through the emotional and spiritual growth I have the past few years my thinking brain acted up and started racing with; this but no that; no this but no we are; no this but how on this green earth do you get your mind to shut down situations; and I was sucked into a tornado of reality vs the energetic world vs the spiritual aspects of Us vs the mental chatter and unconscious and conscious overthinking we can experience all at once. *
“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world.Today I am wise, so I am changing myself”
{Rumi}
To cut a very long story short; for the next few days every night I kept on dreaming, kept on running and dreaming. I do not watch news to begin with; but this time around that didn’t even matter; everywhere you go; everyone you speak to; every social interaction; all of it was flooded by the awareness of this Virus; there was no hiding from it; finally it dawned on me. This is a mass consciousness reality and has so much momentum it runs over and through everyone and anyone in its way.
“I do not have enough practise for this,” I thought to myself; how on earth does one stop; or at least then get out of its way?
Negative attention stays attention. Ask any child; we were all once in a situation where it didn’t matter what attention we got as long as we got it. Momentum works like that too; it’s not asking if it’s positive or negative; it sticks to its laws. Energy grows weeds and plants all in the same flowerbed, it does not ask “Mmmm are you a flower or a weed…”
Every single person who thinks about the virus in any way contributes to its ever fast growth momentum in society as a whole. It has grown to be quite a force to be reckoned with too. We are all to blame, even if your intentions were initially good. The positive momentum is way too weak against the negative momentum at this stage; and the tragedy that strikes one after another keeps people asking all the disempowering questions that they do out of frustration and unawareness of their power in creating reality as we experience it.
Does any of these ring a bell maybe? “How on this green earth did this happen?” “Who is responsible for this mess?” “How dangerous is this?” “Am I going to die?” – I can carry on; I’m human; I had these thoughts too. They are all disempowering questions we have gone to ask the Cosmos to answer. By law, it answers. Ask and it’s given. Very straight forward stance no bit’s or but’s or whatever’s. Momentum too holds to its laws; all these emotions; all these feelings we experienced and all the questions that were asked knowingly and unknowingly are being amplified in one big non-ignorable answer. Bringing me back to the negative attention is still attention. Momentum gives just more speed to whatever dominant feelings you are experiencing. Especially as a collective.
Now after being honest with yourself on what you might or might not have thought; imagine now these thoughts running through your neighbour’s head; then these thoughts running through the people in your street, your neighbourhood; your suburb; your city. I think you are getting to how this got mass attention and obviously mass momentum energetically. COVID-19 is thriving, we are giving it more and more momentum, each and every time we think COVID-19. With our negative initial reactions, all the fears we silently don’t speak, even the dreams we run from subconsciously, even with intend not to have them. I’m not blaming anyone. I’m explaining how this mess got to be so big in the first place.
“A belief is only a thought you keep Thinking.“
{Abraham Hicks }
Being human as I am; my mind was racing in all directions; from the “unfairness of it all” to the “we will overcome this”; from pretending to it’s not there to accepting that it is. Going on with my life and concentrating on what is instead of what is seemingly coming. None gave a resolution for the mass-momentum we are throwing at this thing without even knowing it. Now I know. What is the point of me knowing?
I circled back to it wasn’t me. I didn’t partake in the matters that are believed to have caused this madness. So many innocent people are suffering, they didn’t partake. “Yes, but did you get on a plane and stop the selling of these animals?” I sighed, no I didn’t. “Did you educate generations who was told its acceptable by telling them you really do think it might be not a good idea to do so?” I sigh, no I didn’t. “Did you in actual fact do anything about it except for judging the people who were doing it when it was brought to your awareness?” I sighed again and got very quiet. No, I didn’t. None of us did. We isolated ourselves very far from this problem, separating ourselves from it. I’m not sure if there were people trying to stop this madness, my apologies to you for saying you did nothing; if you did, I commend you for trying; I know I didn’t. Trusting that most of us didn’t and assuming we didn’t; the state of current affairs clearly show most of us didn’t.
One can even stretch this an inch further, depending on your openness to acceptance of what you cannot see nor proof; We are all One. Part of One.
One consciousness having this wonderful expression and experience as humans; each individually. We are all to blame. We are all the ones who done nature harm. We are all the ones who did nothing. We are all the ones who took part in matters that got out of hand. We are the ones nature is mad at.
Not just certain individuals. All individuals. As a collective. As one.
Nature just understands the laws way better than we do; you see she too is part of the one. She just decided she is not partaking, nor doing nothing about this anymore. She decided to regain her balance; the only way she knows how to. She managed to stop it. She most definitely has everyone’s attention too. Mine and yours otherwise you would have not read this far.
“What now?” I asked, humbled and horrified by this realisation. “What do we do then? We can’t lock ourselves up for years to come, we cannot live in fear everyday”
Forgiveness.
One of the most powerful but elusive words to mankind.
“You forgive yourself by realising that nobody can act beyond their level of consciousness”
{Eckhart Tolle}
I can however testify to the power of forgiveness. The power of accepting what is as your own responsibility and letting it transmute into living a life free from fears. I can do this.
With this I am practiced I realised and other can be too. I truly believe that all humans are capable of genuinely forgiving themselves and others. Some take a bit longer than others, but we are all capable of it.
Forgiving is not an easy thing. That being said. It’s a concept thrown quite freely around but never really explained in detail. You cannot explain the feeling of forgiveness to someone; you will know once you really forgive. There is power in forgiveness.
To be able to forgive you have to have full acceptance of whatever it is we got caught up in. Acceptance for not being okay with a deadly virus running ramped in the streets. Acceptance that we experience fear. Acceptance that we did nothing to stop this mess in the first place. Acceptance that we are responsible for the retaliation of Nature. Acceptance that we all condemned and judged the people who started this mess. Acceptance that we are learning how to manage our thoughts and momentum better. Acceptance that Bad stuff happens for blessings to humankind and the awareness elevations it brings. Acceptance that selfishness brought this upon us; we would rather look away or pass it on to the next – not letting inconvenience disrupt our lives. Acceptance for those who did not make it out of the virus attack with their lives. Acceptance that there are those who still have a chance to do so. Acceptance that maybe just maybe the way to stop this momentum is by forgiving the CODVID-19 virus, Forgiving Nature for generating such a big comeback, Forgiving those whose actions lead to all of this and us for fuelling this from the side-lines with fears and doubts and judgements.
Please do not think that I’m saying forgiveness is a miracle cure to the COVID-19; I’m just of the opinion that forgiveness is a way to stop the momentum and not letting this grow even worse as what it already has become. You still have your Immune system to look after and strengthen, you still have to undertake the precautions that there is to take. All I’m saying is instead of feeding it more negative attention stop yourself, forgive yourself for feeding it, forgive the momentum for going there after you send it there, forgive as much as you can in that given moment. Then continue with your day. As soon as you realise you are feeding it again, stop yourself, and start at step one. Forgive yourself. Apologise to yourself, others. Tell yourself and others that you love them in this moment, even with all the fears right now. Change the momentum from yourself outward. This will bring it back to balance instead of running down a hill with no resistance in its way. Forgiveness will give the resistance it needs to stop and find balance and if we are really lucky and collectively strong enough transmute it entirely.
“Forgive yourself for not being at peace. The moment you completely accept your non-peace. Your non-peace is transmuted into peace. Anything you accept fully will get you there, will take you to peace. This is the miracle of surrender. Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, no against it.”
There are many religions, cultures; many things one can practice, many ways to go about forgiveness. Many views on forgiveness. There are people who have their own practices in place for forgiveness and some who gives advice on them and share them all over. Some are blessed and can easily forgive, others really have to put some effort into the process of forgiving. If you really feel lost and have no idea where to start, I can share mine if there is a need for them.**
I just know one thing for sure tonight.
We really do need to forgive; like on a huge scale.
Constantly.
Be blessed, be safe and share your forgiveness with all. Namaste
If these are points you struggle with and would like to know what I do in these situations you can comment below, and I will create a seperate post for this or send you information on:
*Overthinking and how I deal with it
**Forgiveness Practices I suggest and use
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