Does any of these ring a bell maybe? “How on this green earth did this happen?” “Who is responsible for this mess?” “How dangerous is this?” “Am I going to die?” – I can carry on; I’m human; I had these thoughts too. They are all disempowering questions we have gone to ask the Cosmos to answer. By law, it answers. Ask and it’s given. Very straight forward stance no bit’s or but’s or whatever’s. Momentum too holds to its laws; all these emotions; all these feelings we experienced and all the questions that were asked knowingly and unknowingly are being amplified in one big non-ignorable answer. Bringing me back to the negative attention is still attention. Momentum gives just more speed to whatever dominant feelings you are experiencing. Especially as a collective.

Now after being honest with yourself on what you might or might not have thought; imagine now these thoughts running through your neighbour’s head; then these thoughts running through the people in your street, your neighbourhood; your suburb; your city. I think you are getting to how this got mass attention and obviously mass momentum energetically. COVID-19 is thriving, we are giving it more and more momentum, each and every time we think COVID-19. With our negative initial reactions, all the fears we silently don’t speak, even the dreams we run from subconsciously, even with intend not to have them. I’m not blaming anyone. I’m explaining how this mess got to be so big in the first place.

Being human as I am; my mind was racing in all directions; from the “unfairness of it all” to the “we will overcome this”; from pretending to it’s not there to accepting that it is. Going on with my life and concentrating on what is instead of what is seemingly coming. None gave a resolution for the mass-momentum we are throwing at this thing without even knowing it. Now I know. What is the point of me knowing?

I circled back to it wasn’t me. I didn’t partake in the matters that are believed to have caused this madness. So many innocent people are suffering, they didn’t partake. “Yes, but did you get on a plane and stop the selling of these animals?” I sighed, no I didn’t. “Did you educate generations who was told its acceptable by telling them you really do think it might be not a good idea to do so?” I sigh, no I didn’t. “Did you in actual fact do anything about it except for judging the people who were doing it when it was brought to your awareness?” I sighed again and got very quiet. No, I didn’t. None of us did. We isolated ourselves very far from this problem, separating ourselves from it. I’m not sure if there were people trying to stop this madness, my apologies to you for saying you did nothing; if you did, I commend you for trying; I know I didn’t. Trusting that most of us didn’t and assuming we didn’t; the state of current affairs clearly show most of us didn’t.

One can even stretch this an inch further, depending on your openness to acceptance of what you cannot see nor proof; We are all One. Part of One.

One consciousness having this wonderful expression and experience as humans; each individually. We are all to blame. We are all the ones who done nature harm. We are all the ones who did nothing. We are all the ones who took part in matters that got out of hand. We are the ones nature is mad at.

Not just certain individuals. All individuals. As a collective. As one.

Nature just understands the laws way better than we do; you see she too is part of the one. She just decided she is not partaking, nor doing nothing about this anymore. She decided to regain her balance; the only way she knows how to. She managed to stop it. She most definitely has everyone’s attention too. Mine and yours otherwise you would have not read this far.

“What now?” I asked, humbled and horrified by this realisation. “What do we do then? We can’t lock ourselves up for years to come, we cannot live in fear everyday”

I can however testify to the power of forgiveness. The power of accepting what is as your own responsibility and letting it transmute into living a life free from fears. I can do this.

With this I am practiced I realised and other can be too. I truly believe that all humans are capable of genuinely forgiving themselves and others. Some take a bit longer than others, but we are all capable of it.

Forgiving is not an easy thing. That being said. It’s a concept thrown quite freely around but never really explained in detail. You cannot explain the feeling of forgiveness to someone; you will know once you really forgive. There is power in forgiveness.

To be able to forgive you have to have full acceptance of whatever it is we got caught up in. Acceptance for not being okay with a deadly virus running ramped in the streets. Acceptance that we experience fear. Acceptance that we did nothing to stop this mess in the first place. Acceptance that we are responsible for the retaliation of Nature. Acceptance that we all condemned and judged the people who started this mess. Acceptance that we are learning how to manage our thoughts and momentum better. Acceptance that Bad stuff happens for blessings to humankind and the awareness elevations it brings. Acceptance that selfishness brought this upon us; we would rather look away or pass it on to the next – not letting inconvenience disrupt our lives. Acceptance for those who did not make it out of the virus attack with their lives. Acceptance that there are those who still have a chance to do so. Acceptance that maybe just maybe the way to stop this momentum is by forgiving the CODVID-19 virus, Forgiving Nature for generating such a big comeback, Forgiving those whose actions lead to all of this and us for fuelling this from the side-lines with fears and doubts and judgements.

Please do not think that I’m saying forgiveness is a miracle cure to the COVID-19; I’m just of the opinion that forgiveness is a way to stop the momentum and not letting this grow even worse as what it already has become. You still have your Immune system to look after and strengthen, you still have to undertake the precautions that there is to take. All I’m saying is instead of feeding it more negative attention stop yourself, forgive yourself for feeding it, forgive the momentum for going there after you send it there, forgive as much as you can in that given moment. Then continue with your day. As soon as you realise you are feeding it again, stop yourself, and start at step one. Forgive yourself. Apologise to yourself, others. Tell yourself and others that you love them in this moment, even with all the fears right now. Change the momentum from yourself outward. This will bring it back to balance instead of running down a hill with no resistance in its way. Forgiveness will give the resistance it needs to stop and find balance and if we are really lucky and collectively strong enough transmute it entirely.

There are many religions, cultures; many things one can practice, many ways to go about forgiveness. Many views on forgiveness. There are people who have their own practices in place for forgiveness and some who gives advice on them and share them all over. Some are blessed and can easily forgive, others really have to put some effort into the process of forgiving. If you really feel lost and have no idea where to start, I can share mine if there is a need for them.**

If these are points you struggle with and would like to know what I do in these situations you can comment below, and I will create a seperate post for this or send you information on:

*Overthinking and how I deal with it
**Forgiveness Practices I suggest and use